This was a crazy week. Besides me being ridiculously tired, my children have kept me busy. Earlier this week, my two little geniuses were eating dinner outside on the patio. After dinner, they played for a while before bath time. After I watched the news, I walked outside to find that they had pulled the table from under the patio over to the 6 foot brick wall at the end of the yard. Frederick was standing on top of the table and Taylor handed him toys which he proceeded to pitch over the wall into the neighbor's yard. I am not sure how long this had been going on but when I looked over the wall, 1/2 the toys were in his yard.
I could not even think. I barely whispered, "Go into the house and got to your rooms." NyCee started crying. Tyler walked with his head down and I stood there looking up to heaven to see if Jesus was laughing.
That was the final straw of a chain of events. The other things are not worth mentioning. Just life issues. But I really wanted to run away and join the circus. I am actively disengaged from every responsibility that I have. I have no idea what grade I have in my class. My assignments are being submitted late. I have apologized to my professor and explained that I do not have any motivation for school. I will not quit but I am exhausted.
On a positive note: I have started working out five days a week. I enjoy working out. It's a stress reliever and I have found that I have more energy.
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