The sailboat races began today. The sails on some of the boats were gorgeous. I was not able to capture good shots with the camera on my cell phone.
The kids are back home in Phoenix and seem to be having a great weekend. They were at the mall on the merry-go-round when these pictures were taken.
He looks like such a big boy!
I have been traveling a lot lately for work and it has been bittersweet. I love my kids with all my heart and soul. But I miss my life as a flight attendant - the freedom and flexibility. It is hard raising two kids alone.
While in sitting at Navy Pier, I began to watch the couples who were out enjoying time together and the families as well. Although I truly believe my children are healthy and well-balanced, because of my bad choice, they do not have a family unit and I do not have a spouse. I am not feeling sorry for myself. I made the choice to leave and ultimately divorce Lewis. (A decision I do not regret.) I am just vent writing I guess. I do not have a way to release my frustrations over my current position in life. But I know all too well, things change instantly. I know that I am not ready for a relationship as I am still trying to clean the financial mess from my marriage. I just wish I could see the end of this portion of my journey in sight. Thanks for reading and letting me vent.
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